so i know i havent written in a long time and i have so much to say...
1) i finally have a car.. i got one... long story someone trid to sell me a car for 1250 when it wasnt worth that much.. the car is fine and all just needs some major cleaning.. but i have a car now 93 saturn.. my first car.. i could cry i finally have a car and all.. but anyways.. me and chad got into this major fight about me paying him more money.. i refused.. whole big thing... so i got the car for an even chaper price then 1250.. i got it for 650$. So now tomm is pay day and i am going to get my check cash on fri and try to get some insurance and then get it registered.. then continue to clean it up and make it my own.. and then be able to drive it back to school in 2 weeks...

So today.. WENT TO SIX FLAGS: ok we get there.. long line ever.. soooooo hot but we had our cans of coke read for the buy one admissions get one free thing. which was awesome. We walk in and have to find our lockers.. b.c me and ash had backpacks with our change of clothes. we changed into short i wore ashs new board shorts so she coudl hide the large black and blue on her leg andshe wore my blue shorts.. my shorts kept falling off.. i guess me and ash arent the same size but i love her shorts they are an awesome color. so we go and .. the ash bf and friend tried to make me go on Batman and Robin so .. we are waiting and then i held onto the fence b.c this was the second roller coaster ride in my life.. lol.. but we went then people started to walk back down.. they said that the ride was broken... lol .. so we didnt want to stay s owe left dammit.. then we went to go on the sudden fall ride.. OMG .. my heart like stopped... for the second ride in my life that was the worst 10 seconds of my life.. omg.. my heart not only stopped it stayed at the top.. my eyes were kept close the whole time.. but it was .. like so scary..t hen me and ash went on Batmans, skull mountain, cow ride, rodeo, tea cups, log ride.. this one ride this giant famous ride where a log falls down a hill and makes this huge splash.. we got SOAKED.. it was awesome so we went ot the area where you watch and we got soaked... like the slaph it self kicked your ass lolit was great lol.. we did that like 3 times.. then we went on other roller coasters it was AWESOME.. im like addicted but REFUSE>>. and ALWAYS WILL FOR MY WHOLE LIFE never go on kingda KA NEVER.. you woudl never be able to pay me enoug to go on that.. and im not even joking.. like it goes vertical up and completly vertical striaght line down to the ground. Like listening to the people screaming gave me and the group chills.. it was funny bc the ride there was awesome we didnt know where we were going. Vic and Cathys friend was the navigator and got us lost. SO when we went to go eath lunch we left the park and they stamped your hand with this flourecent tweety and me and cathy and vic friend decided it is tweety smoking weed lol.. this is the sam eperson that called the guy who was a hich at the gas station we asked direction for a Shumuck lol.. too funny.. BOODOCKS.. i already decided that NJ is a shit whole and doesnt belong anywhere.. like corn fields.. weird houses and back yards.. weird houses.. I HATE NJ lol. So then we were done eatting lunch but right before that we had to find the car.. 30 mins it took to find the car lol it was like gone lol too funny.. also at the part there were these sprinklers.. so cold but fun to throw people in lol... so we are about to go on this cow ride and cathy and vics friend goes there is the cow lol.. this girl HUGE FAT GIRL lol.. omg i felt bad for her.. but anyway we went to hurricane harbor and it was AWESOME.. water slides galore.. we went on one it was awesome and it was great b.c in eeach one you wwre either in the dark or you were in the light but flying al over the place.. i liked the dark ones bette.r. but hey me and ash and cathy did it and it rules we were the "bob sled team" and we had our one round float that ash went in backwards we dont think the girl liked her... lol.. and they had white tuned for some rides.. lol each one at the end had a drop that came out of nowhere and then you either stayed on your tub or wiped out so badly lol it was so funny.. then we went in this creak that basically went around the whole park as you floated in a tube lol.. it was funny me cathy were holding hands and vics and her friend held hands while vic and ash were together on a float that ash couldnt seem to hold onto lol ... but then we went around some of the squirds hurt the back of my hand lol.. it was funny.. we went at the end of the park to the wading pool it was aweomse i got knocked down.. and then realized im really 5'o lol.. it was soo much fun.. the walk upto the colored tubes was the girls wrk out today lol too funny lol..

- funny note on the way there Vic threw a penny at a jew lol.. ad we recored alot of things no ash cam cored.. have to see it lol

So yea me and ash wiped out on one of the rides.. me and cathy did and me and eveyone else did to .. but hey it was awesome .. my throat hurt form all the chlorine but it was awesome.. and then as we were leaving we have to change.. vic changed in the car i didnt outside i had a nice big towel and as we left i fell asleep in the car. I was sooo tired...I want to go back to six flags i love it there.. it was soooo coool. funny on batman me and ash screamed so much we couldnt scream anymore lol it was me and hur with our eyes clsoed it was AWESOME. lol.. i really cant wait to go back and then ... i dotk now.. it is just awesome i had the best time ever..

- My view on things.. im so confused about certaint thigns.. and getting close to people is one of them.. i have such a fear of trusting it prevents me from making friends.. but what i do know it i had fun with the peopel i went with today and cant wait to go agian.. woo hoo..
" Little less soccer playing eeeh?" lol.. what an asshole that dad was.. just like the blonde lifeguard that had a stick up her ass..

Butterflys.... i like them alot

mood: happy music: DHT